5.13.2011

not so happy friday...

So on top of being a walking germ and suffering from sinusitis, a bronchial infection, and just for fun, we will add in strep, who gets strep in the spring beside me, ugh; i just found out i may have killed someone and to be honest i dont really feel that bad about it! so i had this resident who was just a piece of work, whenever he didnt get his way he would threaten to sue me, for example, he bought a car needed a spot to park it, there were none on site which i guess was all my fault so he threatened to sue, wow really, cause who buys a car in the city and isnt sure where they are going to park it, he also went on a stalking rampage and begin to follow co-workers home, and was just an all around butthole! so, it got to the point where he just couldnt be in the building so he had to go, not like i offed him in the building or anything but i did put him out, all legal! anyway they found him dead a day ago from an overdose and according to someone close to him, he hit a low when he had to leave the building and started "using" again, so i kind of feel a little like it's my fault, however we all have choices and he had more than his fair share of chances to get his act together but it's still kind of the point, i know this goes hand in hand with the work i do but death is never easy and it's really not easy when you feel like you could have done more, or been more patient, or understanding to what was causing his issues, ugh not fun, and not a happy friday.
is it a crime to drink while taking medication with codeine in it, wait, it is me i am talking about, that's just an accident waiting to happen! (LOL)